Suffering

Can you end the suffering I'm living?
Although I've felt this is just the beginning,
Can you end the pain you're giving?
What is this hurt that you're inflicting?

Give me and answer I can withstand,
With a heart so calm and grand.
Can you give my pain and end?
I'm sorry, my friend.

I want a chance, I want to know,
Can this end, will it ever go?
My life so dark, so low
Here, now I'll leave you alone.

I try not to lament all of the time
My life is ttong, I hate it, I want to die
I say this a lot, it's a pain in the behind
I'll stay quiet and just cry.

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I don't usually draw emotional art, but here some is. I'm not particularly suffering, but Felix has been a lot recently. He just got some freedom though...

This piece is the most miserable thing I've drawn in a long time. I think I drew other sad stuff of Felix a long time ago, in fact, here's an old really sad one- fav.me/d5s4mgx I tend to do loooong poems with Felix.

He tends to obsess about the freedom he never really earns, it's kind of depressing, I didn't used to draw him crying though, usually just screaming. He cries more now though. He didn't weaken... he just is growing up... After all, in that other picture I linked to he was like eight years old. Now he's eleven. Three years eh...

And hey, lookie, another full background. Yay! (sarcasm) They're soooo easy to draw.

Anyways, what do you think? Please comment!</span>